finally the last..

haha...exam finally going to be over le... tml will be the last paper le...these few days are the most tired of my 5 sem in SIM...This is the first time i studied so hard for my exam...really hope to get good grades...this is also the first time i studied without someone to guide me around..for the past few sems Simon will always be there to guide me around... so this is the first sem that i did not study wif him..hope that he wun feel offended that i did not choose to study wif him...its not becoz i dun like his study method or wat..its juz that i wan to learn to be independant and i would like to study in my own...

With 2 papers gone, tml will be the last. so far i am very confident that i am able to pass my IMEC n Macro...as for tml..i should be able to pass smoothly..wakaka..and tml may be the last day that i am able to see my some of my classmates again....so sad..as for the rest, see ya guyz at the BBQ...anyway...everyone jia you for tml bl...lets pass it together...GAMBATE!!!!!!

快生病了。。。haiz..

已经有两天没写blog了。。哈哈哈。。早上醒来时， 便量体重， 发现足足瘦了六公斤。。经过了三天的戒食， 今天是我第一天吃饭。。。没想到一吃完便把所有吃的东西都给吐了出来。。好难受啊。。感觉有如要生病了。。haiz..后来喝了杯清牛奶后， 感觉好多了。。 便在学校的study room 的沙发上睡着了。。后来被人给吵醒了。。现在的我真的不知该如何是好。。考试要到了。。压力好大啊。。。已经是最后学期了。。以后可能再也看不到我想看的人了。。。哈哈。。。我会好想好想她的。。她是让我在生命中有最多改变的人。。

在不知不觉中这一天就这么过了。。。 今天的心情好复杂啊。。今天和她聊了一会儿。。在和她聊的过程中， 心情就不知不觉中好了起来。。哈哈。。。想和她说的是， 不要觉得对不起。。这一切都不是你的错。。。感情的事必须双方都有共同的默契。。勉强的感情是不会有好结果的。。我要的是你幸福， 快乐。。。如此我就心满意足了。。 我也能放心了。。





今天和juliana, yuliani, xuhui,geraldyne,judith,reina 一起读书。。但似乎没读到什么吧。。哈哈。。。一直在那说笑。。。哈哈。。。和她们过的时间里， 隐隐约约的感到了小时和朋有完的快乐。。这种感觉是乎好久都没有感觉到了。。

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今天可说是我人生中最悲伤，最痛苦的一天。。当我知到真相时， 我好想哭啊。。我的世界塌了下来。。为何上天要如此对我。。每当看到她的照片时，眼泪便不知不觉中落了下来。。现在的我无论做什么是都无法及中精神。。正个人豪无干劲。。接下来的我该如何是好呢？。想必这个打击会让我肖沉一阵吧。。现在的我只能在暗中祝福她， 希望她能天天幸福快乐。。这也是我想对她请求的最后一个心愿。。在未来人生里希望我们能够成为要好的朋友。。


在这里要感谢J and F 的鼓励。。谢谢你们。。

The FiNalLe

yesterday i went to watch fireworks wif, j,s,g,f,k,f,y,j,j...we had a really fun night out... we also took lots of photos...wakaka....after that we went to eat roti prata at bugis there...i was really very happy to go out wif them bcoz it was our last second day of klas le...haiz...so sad...

today was the last day of class...felt so sad....after class, we gathered around to take photos...i really like the atmosphere juz now in class....it was very nice...after we went our seperate ways, i felt very sad becoz we will be parting ways very soon...really hope to that there is a time machine....haha....

it was a very sad day today for me...bcoz i will not be able to see her again...for the next few days...haiz...really felt very down....i dunno y when i m sad, i will think of her.n it will cheer me up...haha...now nothing in this world matters more to me other than her...i have nv loved some one this much in my life...

m i rite????

I felt so happy today...coz i finaly have the guts to tell the person that i like her..although i still don't know wat her response will be, i am relieved that i speak it out. i know that i have gave my best shot at it. everytime i see her, i will naturally feel happy...lol..dunno y also... This is wat ******* tought me. nv give up or i will regret it for the rest of my life.. i really hope that she will accept...

haiz..exams again... my head is going mad.. i don't know wat to study till now...coz my head is totally focus on another thing..haha....really muz study le... if not, it might be too late...really hope that all my classmates will be able to pass this sem.. coz this em is the hardest of the 5 sems we have studied. there are alot of things to memorise...and alot of graphs....gambate everyone...lets pass this sem together...

Reality....

Dms is going to end soon..Really feel sad to leave everyone...time juz fly by so fast.. i still remember the first day of class.. but now, its approaching the last day oreadi...haiz...willl miss everyone de....at least we took a class photo together, when i miss u guys i will look at the photo...this semester was my happiest semester...coz i get to know more ppl in the class whom i rarely talk to in the past four sem...really very happy to know u guys...hope we will be able to keep contact after DMS...


俗话说得好。。天下每有不散的宴席。。。我好希望宴席能够延续下去。。。时间过得太快了。。一眨眼就过了十四个月。。 在这十四个月里让我学到了好多东西。。。我学会了如何好好的维持一段好友情。。我也学会了如何面对我未来的人生。。 这我都得感谢Francis 和Simon 和Surya. 他们给了我勇气面对我未来得路程。。

August 15

Haiz...the day went by so fast...did nothing much today other than playing with surya, melvyn,hendry....simon asked to go study but i felt so moody and tired...really dunno y...最近生活里出现了一个让我把自己搞得头晕脑转的人。。我发现自己已经无法自拔地爱上了她。。 可是我没有勇气向她表白。。虽然我到现在还不知道她的想法是如何得。。应为我怕失败。。我到底该如何是好呢？？